I forget how not to be broken
The sun can't shine on my face
Because I am having staring contest
With the concrete I walk upon

I wear dark colors that reflect
The moody person underneath
So much makeup to cover up
The real stuff I don't want to show you

I don't want to be vulnerable
Just wanting to be safe
And alone with someone who
Actually knows how to care

Sick of all the tears
And the scars on flesh
Also on my broken bleeding
Heart, forget it

Forget how to feel
This pain is to much to bear
I guess this is my lot
It *****, but it is all I've got