everything seems to be covered in a dark shade of blue
it is like that summer two years ago when it rained for two whole weeks except it has been three years and i do not think summer is ever coming back
under the blue i know something beautiful lays but every attempt to dry off is a failure
i remember the 15th day when the rain finally broke and it was as though the sun was relieved to have won the fight
i keep waiting for the next year to be different to be free of this dark shade of blue but maybe it has always been there
maybe i was not smart enough to see it
or maybe i find comfort here and pretend that i have never seen any other color