everything is just so fragile happiness so elusive i keep trying to cling and cling and cling onto something anything to keep my soul from breaking but nothing good ever sticks around long enough to keep me sane
i'm losing control my nails are only digging deeper and deeper into the dirt
i'm never gonna be enough for anyone, am i? i'm always just going to be someone in the background
i'm replaceable and so alone i swear to god this didn't use to hurt but now i can feel a literal aching in my soul like life has been ****** out of me but my body still keeps on breathing and breathing and breathing and breathing but it hurts to even breathe there's a giant sorrow swirling in my stomach i can feel it swallowing me whole
i don't know anymore
i wish i could just ***** out these emotions from the inside they would burn my tongue and throat but at least i would've gotten it out of my system then maybe i wouldn't feel like i'm losing control.