I feel them coming
They're in my head
I watch the metallic red gushing from me
I throw my head back and laugh
I have to go
I've scared them Again
HAHA
I can't seem to help it anymore
I love the pain, it keeps me away
I need help, love and patience, none of which I have
I love sincerely and I always will, but noone returns my feelings
So I know I'm alone, but atleast I did something
I killed my self, just like they wanted, unfortunately
I don't know what to do anymore, and that's what scares me
The unknown of my strength
I know I could **** if I tried, but I don't know my limit,
Noone does, yet........