Hate is a very strong word. So that's why I mean it when I say "I hate you, I hate every once of blood that keeps you alive. I hate every beat your heart makes that keeps your body going, I hate every nerve that keeps on working, I hate everything that makes you stay alive." I'm just a child, 16 or not. I've been running my whole life from you, When will enough be enough? Don't you find it sort of sick? To chase me around, I've always hated hide and seek because I could never hide the bruises that she seemed to seek, I hate swimming on the deep end because I can feel the water still choking me, You still want me dead? I already am. You want me to sugar coat how I feel about you? I wish someone would have made you go through every moment you put me through, over and over. I want you to feel the forever lasting pain I do.