I want to feel you profoundly
I want you to mean so much to me
that I'd die for you

It seems I'm always losing friends
It seems as though I'm losing my mind

I am not your kind
Introspective and shy
Less than meets the eye

You thought you were,
But I knew you weren't right

I want to write songs about heartache
And mean it
I need you to come into my heart

I need you to wrap your arms
Around my neck
A little tighter

Become one with my skin
I want to feel you
in my veins

Make me forget that I am in control
Fool me into thinking you are
my only way home

Because I'm no good or bad, I simply exist
And I'm tired of living
Like this

I prefer small significant moments
Over big grand gestures

Edible as a sunflower
Put me in your mouth
I want to taste myself through you

Raw
Sustaining
Satisfied

Moving five countries away
Will never rid you from yourself

You can pour liquor to fill
The drought in you
Temporary self-inflicted
Oblivion

You'll still remain
desiccate and vacant
In the end

In the end  
unknowingly  
so promising

Something is not right with my brain
I don't believe the words they say
This is the truest lie I've ever written
I mistake you for the moon somehow

My anxiety is here and I am real
Where do all the others go?

My skin falls off of my bones
The boy behind the computer screen
Is the closest thing to love I've known

I can feel my soul departing from my clothes
All of this to tell you something
All of this to express nothing

Keep breathing    
          keep breathing

This is what you chose