So lets start with rejection
And how it turns to obsession
the need and greed to find
a soul willing to stay
without needing to pray
they wont fade
so you know happiness won't be delayed
anymore and the time you've spent looking
wont eventually turn to a family booking
a sibling or sons funeral
hoping it doesnt turn communal
because the family doesnt want them all to know
you weren't strong enough
to stand up and show your pain inside
and they weren't there to find the signs
they wish you'd left behind

so lets end with acceptance
and how it turns to repentance
of the life you were given
and the fact you emptied your veins
to rid your body of all the names
of the people you thought you new
and knowing that no matter what you do
it just isn't enough for you to find a reason
to smile anymore, this is my closure
this is my end, this is a letter i wrote
to my friend, this is the start
of my design of how my end
will be defined