I'm tired of relentlessly digging up my own guts. Insides wrenching until I feel something close to empty. Empty. Sometimes empty seems so loud. To escape the confines of my hollow silence, I plead with my whirlwinds to redirect my madness. Madness strung hand in hand with the outlawed 40, and over rowdy yuppies that are too old to illegally sketch their rebellious spirits on ads that taunt them with their own insufficiency. The sounds of smashing glass invite me to **** up my blackness into the midnight hours. The smell of defacement summons me to heave my loneliness onto someone else's tangible reality. But even in the electrifying twilight, I can't help but feel tired of digging up my own guts.