I know why I externalize and bluster
this is not the last self-discovery but it is close
it is one of the layers closest to my heart
I let my words work their will upon the world
so that they cannot work their will upon me
the private is the dangerous
it must not be let in and it has to go somewhere
so I must let it out
I talk about my feelings and shout them, yes
because if I didn't, then I would have to feel them.