There's a pain in my body
that is being built

It is rushing through my veins
this strong feeling of guilt

"Shut your eyes"
I say to myself,
but still there it lies

"Look at the stars, look up"
I tell myself,
but it just won't drop

I want to laugh
but it's telling me to stop

'Cause how can I enjoy,
when I know I least deserve

Oh, tell me how can I enjoy,
when I feel I don't belong

Please, explain to me
how can I enjoy,
when I see you in pain

And I know the reason you are
is because
I am acting insane

t.s.