P@ul why do you write as you do I have told once I replied I am my own no longer own by any woman I am me the one and only surreal man I live my life in 20 dimensions which most of you see only two or three but I can see more than three there are some where beyond that poor oak tree in wood I imagine for myself in which you now live and maybe never will unless you read what I send you If I was a blue bird I would away and sing it has been a year now since I placed down my pondering and yet I think what do I get back?