my thoughts
are things no one has thought to think of
my thoughts are unthought  and unheard of
my thoughts are different
very different from yours
but my thoughts are my thoughts
and no one has to hear them
but me
i think of an angel and a devil standing on my shoulders
just like in the movies
except even the angel and the devil on my shoulder
do not have the same thoughts as everyone else
i have been told it is great to be different
but for once
i would like to do the things everyone else gets to do
i have also been told that it could always be worse
and that simple thought
is what helps me during the
seconds
minutes
hours
days
months
and years
of my thoughts