I don't know since when. This diet has began and gone extreme. There was once a reasonable aim. But a new one comes up whenever the old was claimed. Crosses over the weekdays. Tell me how far I have gone. But the crosses goes on, They linger far too long.
I was counting on my calories. Eating portions from my lunchbox. No more than a quarter I couldn't stop. I'm sorry. But I'm not.
Led by starvation my ultimate downfall. I was saving all the calories. For a binge at a time. Keeping in my desires. Till it's time to dine. No my throat is on fire. It's getting tire and tire. So I kept eating and release as I violently *****.
This is all too disgusting. dreadful. disgusted am I. Nothing have I eaten for breakfast, lunch, tea and dinner. Spooning out from my kiwifruit. No one could save me. From my one and only solitude.