Did you find it sad That we went from Watching horror movies at 7am Leaning against each other And hiding smiles To never smiles Unless it was sarcasm That was shot down by the other Then mocked by their friends. For a second there you had me I almost trusted you I almost told you why I found this moment special Because I went from tearing my hair out To laughing more often But just as I was about to let you in I got shut out. Everything subsided I started blasting music alone While you criticized every move I made Behind my back. But don't act like I never knew that Because I did Word travels fast between mutual friendships. I got used to being alone again But the only thing that still hurts me Is that I didn't say goodbye that evening Because I thought we'd see each other this way again You didn't say goodbye that evening Because you knew it was going to be over. Oh, how I wish I had the courage To walk up to you Look you in the eye And say "Goodbye" And when you ask why I bothered I'd respond "I never had a reason to before. So goodbye My old painkiller You kept me up way too many nights Wondering What I did That was so wrong."
"When you go, Would you even turn to say, I Don't Love You Like I did, Yesterday."