I'm not the kind of girl who writes love poems and I'm far from romantic my two moods fall between depressed and manic I'm not charismatic I'm far too sarcastic and just from one **** I can snap like elastic.
But no one has ever been strong enough to pull apart the barriers that cover my heart quite like you do, and I know you hate your smile but my god I have never seen a face light up so much with just the movement of a muscle. Tousled hair of black and blonde I am so fond of the way you say my name like it isn't something to be ashamed of. Like somehow, I'm more than the sum of my parts. Like somehow, I'm not just a canvas but art.
I'm not the kind of girl who writes love poems but there's something about your eyes of blue and the way you flew into my life like a falling star, slowly then crashing all at once finding its way into the dark crevice of my heart that was nearly torn apart but you picked up the pieces and bandaged me together again.
And this might sound zany but even just one night alone makes me miss you like crazy because when I'm with you my mind goes all hazy and I'm convinced in that moment that everything will be okay because you are not just a boy to me you lessen my depression you calm my anxiety I'd throw away my variety of pills just to be in your arms forever Elavil, Cipralex, Zoloft are just names and they hold nothing to you because you are my perfect dose of serotonin.
You said, "I like you more than poetry" but my words are broken vocal chords that never should be spoken yet when I'm with you, the poet is awoken. Ballads and rhymes will fill my mind but no matter how hard I try, nothing I write is worthy of you. The most beautiful man I know, the most beautiful man I ever knew.
And I say, cut off the strings, you marionette. Free yourself from the binding chains that control your every move, fly. Sing me a song, you gorgeous violin. Tear away the thoughts from your mind that are constantly telling you that you are not good enough because my darling, you will always be good enough for me.
You said, "I like you more than poetry" and I'm not the kind of girl who writes love poems but I will say that poetry is nothing without the poet. And my god, I ******* love the poet.