Somedays I just live all the way up in my head and I don't want to come down. I fold myself in the corners of my mind and consume myself in thoughts. My body is littered with memories of you....everywhere I look is a place where your fingers have skimmed. I'm afraid. I'm afraid to come down from my mind because I don't want to know what's waiting for me. Are you going to be there, all laced in smiles and charming words or are you going to break my heart and shatter our promises. My mind is safe because it has stored the way you used to rub your thumb on my hand and the way you would kiss me goodnight. If I live all the way up in my head, I don't have to leave you. You could still remain a part of me even if you have left me physically, you're still present in my heart and etched into my brain.