Cigarette smoke curls upwards, spiralling into the ether and downwards into my lungs. I sit looking at the cigarette packet reading the warning: Smoking seriously harms you and others around you How true. Except, it isn't the cigarettes that have harmed me, it's your lies. Did you think you'd be able to keep me in the dark? Did you think me that stupid? Tut tut, lending me your car, not emptying the ashtray, didn't think you wore lipstick whilst driving, just sunglasses. The colour wasn't mine, too brash. I take the last drag, watch the tip flame orange, and feel the nicotine calm I pick the Marlboro's up flip the box over, and smile at the irony, there in bold reads Choose freedom, we'll help you if I rang the free phone number will they help me dispose of your body? Your staining my kitchen floor, the nicotine is staining my fingers.