4. I spend two hours or maybe four wondering where you are and what exactly happened between us. I spend more time wondering about you then I do about the world.
5. I still miss you.
6. It's been over 68 days since I last saw your face, but it doesn't matter because I can still recall the way your lips felt, the way your hands touched me. I even remember the way your skin smells, I remember everything about you.
7. I read somewhere that you shouldn't beg someone to stay in your life. If they need to remove themselves allow them too. Perhaps there is more reason behind that fact than I come to justify in my own mind.
8. I think I fell in love with you.
9. I am in love with you.
10. I still miss you.
11. I still love you.
12. We were so bad for each other, but maybe love is a type of poison. One that we learn to endure.
13. All of these are messages I wish I could send you.