I wander when I'm alone. I walk for as long as I can. I've gone miles before Gotten lost, even. I get lost a lot. I feel better when I'm lost. Losing myself physically helps me feel less bad About losing myself mentally. You know? I like storms for that reason. I can walk out in a thunderstorm and be lost to the world for a while. And drown in the rain. And it's wonderful. People never suited me, not really. I love my friends. My family is important to me. I'm sure I could become dependent of one person's fancy if I chose to. But wind And water And ice And loss And the smell of the sea beating the rocks into sand. Those are the things I need more. So I wander. I wander for miles sometimes. I get lost a lot. It makes me feel better. You know?