It is 5:17 I don't have to get out of bed. I start work at 8:00 But I suddenly need tea And some time to myself On the couch Listening to some crap On Film 4 about burning my carbs To look like Rhianna I boil some more tea. I remember Su Lee was sick for an hour Brian took over At 20:45 I left the Ward at 22:16 Su Lee was sick. There was **** and **** all over her socks and afterwards When she looked up and smiled and her mum hugged me in the kitchen God moved in mysterious wards.. Time for a second cup of coffee and it's still dark. It snowed 3 inches Schools are closed. Su Lee is sitting in her chair Some of the swelling has gone down, God moves in Mysterious wards. I am tired my arm has gone to sleep it's 6:30 I did not really sleep I take longer in the shower than I need to. I won't eat breakfast. He will not be awake I want to be there when he wakes up He came out of intensive care at 03:22 We were there his eye was so swollen The Ward sister gave me a hug. She's glad that Su Lee is sitting up God moves In mysterious wards The nurse is Wonder Woman She must need inhuman self control I ask him if he wants some breakfast He says yes God moves in Mysterious wards Gary is crying in the kitchen He is 6'2" and ex RN He has met me twice He hugs me like I'm his best friend I offer him toast He can't eat I drop a spoon and grunt Bending down to pick it up It makes him laugh God moves in mysterious wards. A parcel comes from a woman I have not seen in 30 years Tea and Kendal Mint cake and Love Kindness that makes us all swell up Like it isn't a ward full Of Tiny babies with no eyes or future or indeterminate control. It's better than a lottery win Yorkshire Tea. God moves in Mysterious wards.
My son has been having treatment for a brain tumour for two full years.