I would very much like to see somebody, anybody that might be like me. But then I am one of a kind, why shouldn't I? Must I not find what I am seeking!; someone in whom I may see myself and vice versa. Nobody seems to know me and I do not seem to know myself. Therefore, I must, must I?, explore the world of the unknown. But I am one of the unknown! Would anyone like to analyse me? I bet, they would find something of themselves. It seems to me now that I am two of a kind I sincerely hope that both are not blind and unite together to be of one mind. Looking for somone else might be easier to find. Time gone has left a scar in my life but each day that passes seems to suggest that my life is as a star in humanity. How do I know that I am directing my life by some pious nature embedded in my subconscious? I might be an experiment that life itself is undertaking to understand more about itself. Is there anything else? I must resolve myself in my mind with utmost consideration try and find the solution and by contemplation recognise once for all time my true and sole existence and saying "there, I am here always!", thus rejoicing I should endeavour to affirm and proclaim in this world.
From Unpublished book "The Seeds Of Life" - compiled in 1996 A very early piece. An attempt at soul searching in my teens.