I would love you more than she ever could. 2. I came home and cried, then showered and cried and then slept and cried. Can you kiss my tears away? 3. Why am I not enough? What is so wrong with me? I love you but you can't return the favor. 4. Your lips are beautiful. The way you grab me close. The things you say in your sleep. You are silly and frustrating and enticing and all together beautiful. 5. I saved one of your poems. It could have been about anybody. It could have been about me. I wish it were about me. My answer would be yes. I hope hers is too. 6. I wouldn't mind you breaking my heart as long as you loved me gently while it lasted. 7. What is it about her? Are you happy? You never answered that question. 8. I want to hear poetry about me fall from your lips. 9. Friday, when we went out and made love, was one of those date days that I wanted. 10. Can we just go back and eat ice cream and hula hoop and type on hats? 11. Please don't ignore me now. I want to kiss your lips every time I see you but I will stop myself. I almost laid my head on you at rehearsal but then remembered. 12. I'm sorry that I fell in live with you. I hate myself for it. 13. If I showed you this would you are? I want you to grab me tight and not let go. Tell me that you do want me you're just scared. I'll hold your hand. Make my dreams reality. 14. Darling. You make me dizzy. You are words cannot express. You were mine and I was yours, no matter how short it lasted.
I wanted him to say that he did want me but our desires do not usually happen in real life.