I overromantice everything. The way you held me tight. You are always running your hands through my hair. There is so much tension between our goodbye and our kiss and our goodbye again. You said you love my smile. That you like me "a lot more than I should". That I'm totes adorbs. And you are frustrating and terrifying and intoxicating and I want to drink you in like a mug of coffee. And when we talk or we cuddle or we just sit. It doesn't feel wrong. And I deserve this. I want this. **** her and rules and everyone. Because I've been giving away parts of key body for so long that I forgot what it feels like to share my heart. And it feels like hope and summer and bad decisions and confusion and snapchats and ****** Mac n cheese and weird music and new beginnings. And I'll hide with you. Let's hide from the world. We can't share this newly blossoming romance and maybe its better that way. This is honest. And raw. And poetic. And full of lust and terror and emotion. I want to kiss you until our breathes are taken away. I want to hold you until you forget. I want to get coffee and get drunk and get high with you. I want to feel. Thank you for helping me feel.