this day, so many days past, we loved madly in public places. like I never loved anything, like the way I loved you. when we ran in the rain under city lights and through degenerate streets. the secret places we kissed in with fear and excitement.
you made me feel so much with your warm shoulders under my rain soaked hair. despite the chill in the air from our winter. yes, it was ours.
but now you're gone and the season lingers with icicles freezing off the nerves in my heart. a winter torn in two. it's hard to think your shoulders have lost their warmth now.