that's what you always tell yourself....
and anyone who asks
when really you're not....
because really it seems like it's easier to lie...
saying "I'm fine"
when something is clearly wrong....
even when it's eating away at you,
tearing you apart
than it is to explain why you aren't.....
because really in your mind
you're thinking ,
who wants to listen to your problems....
        who really cares?............