I want to tell you
How I feel
Even if your upset
So here it goes

I love you
And I crack
Under all of your
Goodbyes
The truth is
I cried myself
To sleep again
And that I cry
Almost once a day
Everday
The truth is that
I'm bettering myself
With hope one day
I'll be good enough
The truth is
That I cringe
At every moment
I spend being
With someone
Who isn't you
And I don't know
How to get him
To be just a friend
When he wants more
And I want less
The truth is
I ache every moment
Because I miss you
I miss your love
I miss your caring words
I miss being your
Fiancée
Your wife
Your lover
I miss being a part
Of your life
My heart is only
Filled with you
And my love of God
I miss you being in my life
I miss talking to you
Hearing your voice
I miss those brown eyes
And I wish
And I pray
To be saved
From my ache
From any darkness
Around me
I pray for your happiness
I pray you could be with me
I pray you understand
That your the man I will love
Forever and that
I don't want anyone else
I want you
To laugh with
Watch a movie with
To play with
To love
To kiss
I worry so often
That at any moment
You'll move on
And leave me for good
If you do
All my nightmares
Would've come true
You see I love you
And that's never going to change
You can do and say anything
And I will love you
Because I know the man you are
Is gentle and fragile
I know the man I love
Will always be in those eyes
In the way you see me
The way you see the world
Baby dearest you
Complete every missing part
Of who I am
You make me feel
Comfortable with who I am
You make me confident
And feel beautiful
You inspire me to live
You make me feel
Like I have a purpose
I need you
Because I love you
You will always be
My love
And baby
I'll never take another lover
Baby I'll never sleep beside
Another man
I promise that
Because your the only one
I want to wake up to
Your the only one I want
To see my Medusa hair
Your the only one
Who I want to share my life with
And I'd do anything to prove that to you
Please sweetie stop looking for the problem
And listen to me
Listen to the facts
I love you
Craziness and all
My tears and aching heart beg you to see
That whenever you can
Whenever you want
I'll be here waiting for you
Because you
Are my true love
First and only