The Light of the wow , has already won the battle giving us the True Hope.
Because in the end, we won as well through our Savior who is light and hope.
So never give up , never commit suicide, just keep pressing onward toward the prize.
Run to him the Creator of the universe, for he shall pick you up and carry you.
Through the trying times, for he loves you so very much, keep pressing.
Allow him to reshape who you are, to work on making you like him.
For life is far too short here, to give up on God here and ending your life.
So trust in him whom walk on water, trust in the true Hope.