I let my hidden tears run down my cheeks,
Why do I let myself be bullied by those freaks?

As I swallow myself in years of pain,
Will anything be the same again?

My eyes clenched shut to stop the visions,
Who picked out my decisions?

I can't deny that I love him,
If he left would my world turn dim?

I can't live in this world of hate,
Is this really going to be my fate?

He doesn't truly understand that I love him so,
Then why do I bother with love when my heart is already broken?