I try to control every variable Just like an experiment Like a mad scientist If something goes wrong it could cost some blood A hamstring My shins
My heart is pounding like a runaway train Chugging along and always speeding up that it sometimes trips over itself in my chest Fluttering
I tune out everything except for the official
I set my blocks I am already trying to catch my breath to calm the butterflies in my stomach I wipe my hands on my spandex They're covered in sweat
I let out a shaky breath. Telling myself "You know the drill"
"Ladies stand in your lanes" I do a couple tuck jumps Double check my spikes, my hair I shake out my hands hoping to wipe off the nervousness But know deep inside my heart that it's the only thing keeping me sane
"On your marks" A sour taste forms in my mouth All I can do now is think about my start Another variable I become the master of Low and drive I get on my trembling hands as I slide my feet in the blocks I inhale-my breath quivering I peer ahead at the finish line in front of me It's so close yet oh so far away
"Set" Is there a word for when all of your potential energy instantly turns into kinetic? All of your nervousness turning to pure adrenaline?
Is there a word for that split second after the gun goes off? For what it feels like when my muscles stretch and scream for oxygen? My mind goes blank I can't hear any of the yelling or my runaway heartbeat I don't think about who's beside me
This race isn't about the competitors next to me It's the clock That irrevocable tick that means almost everything That horrendous voice inside my head saying I am too tired Slow down My legs weren't made for this But I know deep down inside that it's my brain trying giving up
I keep running because I don't care about the voices in my head or the sprinters beside me I race against time An irrevocable substance that will always win But I was born to run
Is there a word for when your brain gives up and you are running with pure adrenaline and heart?
Is there a word for running so fast time slows down? You can hear your mothers pleads, your fathers coaching, your friends reassurance as you pass by but it doesn't even process until after you are done
You can feel every millisecond in your toes when you spikes dig into the track
You can feel everything that could have gone wrong but somehow went right and you don't even register it until after
I make it to the finish line in one piece My muscles are tight and my lungs are trying to catch up with my racing heart My head is pounding and I don't remember what just happened But I get a feeling that it was something wonderful I can't find a word for it
I wish there was because I would have already said it by now