You looked up to bright blue skies Cloudless, pristine And ran away from it Hiding in the darkness Drowning out her voice In *** and silent tears
Telling yourself: Don't think. Don't feel. This isn't true This isn't even real Shut off images of an empty shell Laying on the hospital cot Skin frozen like wax
NO- Where just a few days ago She was laughing as she told you A story about when you were six And believed everything she said She was fighting past the cancer Your mom is fine. It's all a lie.
Try to forget what you heard This can't be real because the sun Is bright and burning from an aqua sky And you're screaming at it to stop Because the color of death Is not periwinkle
It's black and cold and dark Lie ash, or your heart if you stop So don't stop dont think dont be Just look up at the sky until The sun's embedded in your eyes And focus on the blackness Burning from heaven's center