please tell me something am i true? do you see me and understand that i a m r e a l i can only see your face but whose? OFF MY CHEST off my soul
tell me how you want me make me understand what lies behind that sanguine smile
i want to understand where the content of my soul lies am i content? honorable? confused?
the way you touch my ******* contests with the way you tell me you're my world what's a world? what's a truth? whats the way to tell you how i feel about you?
this isn’t a poem just a rambling of rhymes by a drunk girl veins full of whiskey and a home that hurts i want you to hold me why wont you understand?
this makes sense i want you to understand that you are to me and we are a pretense please hold me tell me that the creation of the sight and the movement between our eyes is true
i forget that i'm pretty does my face create need in you?
i miss you it always explodes like a hope.
i want to take a nap and fall asleep to you the sound of your heartbeat do you think of me? in the night? when you can't understand your feelings but you know its right?
this brand of anger boiling inside my bones makes me lash out because i feel wronged by what he did
took my innocence like a twig and snapped it in the wind
i'm sorry i just want to be something to be proud of
TELL ME I'M WORTH SOMETHING MORE THE WORDS HE IMPRINTED ON MY LIPS
if everyone knew the things i've done, the mistakes and places and the ways i've lost my pride and grace for the sake of sanity
help me please words i despise but cant help but bleed one more moment maybe i'll become something i can stand but good luck even the drunk can't recreate again
i guess that's what i thought about him too “too good to hurt me, that’s why i love him’ GOD WAS I WRONG HE RUINED MY DEFINITION OF TRUTH AND WHAT I THOUGHT I KNEW ABOUT EVERY FACET OF MY SOUL MY EXISTENCE WHAT THREATENS TO BREAK AS IT QUIVERS AGAINST THE WIND WHERE IS MY SAFETY
i’m still drunk it's because my little girl body is small the illness makes me weak and the drugs make me not eat i drink because it makes the rush of my thoughts okay