I haven’t forgotten we were always meant to be together but it’s not like you Remembered all our well rehearsed and thought out plans
You look at me through blank eyes but with a curious smile on your lips
It’s almost…
Mysterious
No, don’t say it, you don’t have to explain and I’m not ready to hear your pain If I can let go and show you that I’m not unhappy that my heart is unworthy your little black mark upon my soul is less than a stain
This is where you should refrain
You’re laying still, a little cold, as the sweat has dried upon your skin Perhaps I should shut the window but the fresh air is a balm to the warmth that has delighted me and has carried away all that has frightened me and there is nothing left that reminds me of Sin
You’ve served me well and as I understand we’ve come a long way without sinking in the sand I gave you Love and Hope and Happiness and Trust
You gave me the illusion that I should have thought twice even though there were two of us and I should have needed more than just naked Lust
All this is whispered from my roughly kissed lips as I roll up my stockings and retrieve a part of my heart that I missed
But I know, just by looking at you that you haven’t heard a word that I said because you are