the tears are hot as they stream to the floor,

the eyes are blood red swollen and sore,

pools of dark water emptying at will,

the sparkle has gone time stands still,

a life of pain nearly almost gone,

safe in the warmth and love of your arms

pain floods back,bitter and raw,

longing for the arms so sweet and secure,

our vows made in love we swore not to part,

wed fight life together strong in our heart,

now you are gone and i am alone,

aching in heart and chilled to the bone,

so many questions my head is spinning,

a question for you HOW CAN I STAND LIVING.