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Feb 2014
I notice that i am very impatient. Makes sense. I have always been this way. Except when i knew i had to remain calm. Im tired i guess. But then again i havent really put much work in. You see the more work i put in, the better and faster i will feel. Yet i seem to allow my past, and or the negative talk in my head to dictate my day. This is not fair and shouldn't be this way...
i mean my mom did say stop playing the victim, mourn and move on...
i guess i still have a bit of mourning to do.
it seems real now.
like as if somebody popped me on the head and was like.. hey .."remember this"?...
I get it  you know..
move past.. learn self love..
i mean thats the lesson here...
to learn self love, and keep it apparent...
i scared the **** out of myself last Saturday for holding so much in...
looks like i got a bit of it left...
good things are coming...
i mean..
i have had a good day...
cant say it was a bad day..
i had a nice morning grounding and meditating..
i just have an awkward feeling in my chest..
i guess the only thing keeping em afloat.. is
knowing that everything is temporary..and nothing lasts forever...
Alexa Oliveira
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Alexa Oliveira  Finland
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