How could I just let that *** ruin me, and make a big impact on my life. Now he's going to abandon me, For someone else. ******* ****. Liking someone doesn't last long. Yeah I ain't jealous, I'm just disappointed. Disappointed cause I couldn't tell him anything what was wrong. Yes. Could say he tried helping me. I can't open up to anyone, Can't talk to anyone, Can't smile at anyone, A friend would be just nice, someone who'd listen to a very ****** up story. I am dieing on the inside, I feel no happiness, No anything, He killed me.