As much as my body screams to be touched I won't let you
As much as I long to be held in your arms while the fire cackles it won't happen too
My desires has brought me so much pain I forgot what it was I felt in the first place
And finally it seems I've been able to control my emotional pace
It's my body, so why should it lead me on and ditch all sane thoughts
I really want that kiss but if I got it I'll be tempted for more
I'm afraid of myself, of what this one touch would do to me
It'll happen eventually and would come with waves of emotion
But when it does, I want it to be free of future regrets and depression