I find myself
Thinking to much
About you and I
About your touch

I find myself
Looking your way
Scared, nervous
Not knowing what to say

I find myself
Pondering life
Wanting to be happy
To live with no strife

I find myself
Needing you
To have you near
I hope you feel this too

I find myself
Remembering the past
With you in all your perfection
And the thought that we would last

Alas, I find myself
Growing sad
Knowing I can never again have
The love that we had

With no expectations
I will not be hurt
No, not again
In my white shirt