When I'm bothered,
I've learned to
not look anyone in the eyes
and to
keep my mouth shut.
Because if I don't follow those lessons,
I break.
I crack.
Tears will spill from my eyes.
My throat will tighten
and constrict.
I can't have anyone see me break.
I do not break down these walls for people to see my weak side.
I am strong.
I am unbreakable.
So I tell myself.