It's funny, looking at my hands after all this time. They do so much for me, they are the tools that allow me to do much of what defines me. So here they are, splayed out in front of my face. And I am trying to convince myself of something. That maybe if my hands were just a little bigger, a little wider, a little stronger I could stop it. I could catch all your tears as they fell. I could hold you up when you fall. I could point you in the direction where things wouldn't be so **** awful. I could grip the fears and terrors of our day to day and I could beat back the sadness. But I have only got my hands. And they seem a little inadequate for the job I need to do. Because my hands only have so much surface area And just like sand in an open hand Sadness slips through my fingers I want to carry the weight of the world on my hands, and give your shoulders a much needed rest. God knows, I have tried. But ****, I am sorry. Because the results seem to be a little lackluster. I know that I can't stop the sad days, even more than I can create the happy days. Just know that for you, I will spread my hands like the wings I was never meant to have And share your burden. You are not Atlas, Job, or Cain, And I love you because of that.