What was I really like
I know I thought about God
And pretty girls in the night
It took too many years
To find the one that made things right
I'm willing to take the blame
That's why I keep asking
What was I like back then
All I remember is the sun was shining
I seemed so small now back then
But my mistakes cast their reminders
I don't run away from them
I hope they made me kinder
I was a mind reader
Or so it always seems
But I was more wrong than right
Being myself could have awakened my dreams
Did I finally decide to be that man
Or did it happen on its own
It takes time to believe in who you are
Maybe I really am all full grown
I have to hold back sometimes
An opinion can cause so much hurt
And what would I prove anyway?
Instead of planting I only threw dirt
I'm not a relic of the past
What I was wasn't meant to last
I always hoped when we meet again
You would how I could be a good friend
I'm not a museum to visit
But a growing expanding universe
The good things you can always count on
As new blessings bury what I once cursed