. I'm sorry. Sorry to you first and sorry to her. Sorry I wasn't able to help you at your worst but also to her for showing up in a blur. I'm sorry, don't think I just chose her over you: It's much more than that too. I'm sorry you don't know me yet and won't know what to expect. Sorry I won't say goodbye I know too well that you're always at my side Forgive me if I lose my mind, if in the end, I'm not what you'd thought you'd find. *I promise I will stay strong No matter what it takes On my own it may not last for long But with you I will for your sake.
An apology to my girlfriend and suicidal best friend. Structurally, the right is for him, the left for her, and the middle for both. (Revised Aug. 26th 2014)