Does it make me a murderer. if I know he's going to see decease? I've tried and tried but one can only fight so long for peace. Before all the battles and repressed memories run themselves out of space. And when everything in life fades away because stress forces all your day's thoughts to erase. He begged me to tell him to leave something I would never say. But is not doing what he asked just the same anyways? He told me I could save him because he can't live without me. No bother reminding him that I'm here I know too well what he really means. I knew exactly what he wanted what he said could be an assist. But I couldn't do that to her no matter how he would persist.