For four,
Five months
Absence from the kinetic spaces on my realm of being
Where you connected with mine
A connection sworn to be divine, ethereal
Except, where it was a hoax, a fib ,
A big joke about how you came from that poor saps ribcage, well a cage no doubt
One he built
Labeled :your house
Funny you'd think I wouldn't even be able to
remember how you smell, how you
****
I mean like,
**** YOU.
five months
, four of which are no contact
, three every waking second inconceivable
, two i miss how intertwined you and I are
One....
Here you stain, sit, occupy and errode
Places i once held as holy, safe almost
I find myself
asking pops if he would give me mercy , see
Haven't I suffered my sentence
I mean unless we go based of my genetics but even then conetically speaking
Cognitive to the act of feigning ecstasy
Because in between my legs is the only time you breathe
Trust me I know the lusterest flustered thieves
Distraught with ambiguous perceptions og me
Cognitively trepidating the energy balance of our experience together
If you're love is so unconditional ...
Why's it silky smooth running through me.. just to be easly washed away like my conditioner?
Cause weren't you the one who said to condition her..
Condole , consult,
Convinced you had the right to assault
Violate me violently....
While I shake off this sick irony... ironically it's feeling robotic as if you hadn't made the air stiff enough.
Mr huff n puff
Blow, what
your nose?
These ******* substances right off this ****** compacted mirror
Only to be met with something connected to the reverse cranium right back lobe control center of the eyeball
Only there did i meet Faight, so high pitched screeching
Earballs sound like cicadas holding a symphony
My gut wrenching
Desperate to hold all of this in
But im too smooth from your love
So down this drain I go
Spiraling until I cant anymore.
Crash out . Nobody's got hinges anymore
Sincerely
..........
Tlk25