Do you love me as much as I love you?
Have I put you on a pedestal too high for me to reach?
I don't know who to pity more
Me or you
We have chained or lives together
By law and by blood
My home is you
But I feel like an unwanted house guest
Is it me who has changed?
Am I no longer worthy?
I miss the fire in your eyes
The warmth that would radiate to me
And I feel like I am going ******* crazy
Have I fulfilled my purpose
To be a mother and a wife
Should I be disposed of now?
I am suffocating on my own anxiety