now i wonder if you ever loved me
or if it was just a façade to get laid
i can’t imagine the world
of a man who wanted me to be his wife
speaking to me with words of ice
laughing about how i never cared
and how i made you out to be the problem
when all i wanted was to fix you
but you couldn’t give me the time of day
let alone your heart
i let my love for you consume me
and now i feel like a worm
in the core of a rotten apple
surrounded by decay
because you didn’t care
and you never will
and i will constantly be reminded
that i cared too much
you keep reminding me of why i left
switching between hot and cold
one day you love me and you’re sorry
and the next i’m nothing to you
you can talk all the **** in the world
but one thing you can’t take away from me
is that i won’t rewrite the story
or rearrange the faults
to satisfy my mood of the day
i’d rather boil my blood
than be as stone cold as you are