i guess it came out wrong. i guess i didn't mean to say, "I only live for my grades." i mean, i live for the stars, planets, consellations, and the black holes.
i live for the universe surrounding me. but, i guess i was also telling the truth. the only things i care about are my grades. i hyperventilate when i don't have the perfect grades. i literally cry when things don't go my way. i need the highest gpa possible.
it's my only chance to a future, its my only hope. its everything i dream about, think about, and live for.
so, i guess i was telling the truth when i said i had nothing else to live for except for my grades.
i guess i should've let you take me to the couselor. i think i need one.