I still love you mom
I miss you right now
But you have to know
I just couldn’t do it anymore
You beat me up, mom
I kept saying “I’m sorry”
But you couldn’t hear me
You hurt me mom
I’m broken now
I still just want a hug from you
But I still flinch away from contact with you
I’m crying mom
I’m sitting in the middle of a road
And all I want is you to hold me
Say it’s okay
I love you
But you can’t
And I can’t let you
You hit me mom
That’s why I walked down the driveway
At midnight
And I kept looking back
Waiting for the light to turn on
For you to run out
Saying wait, stay
I don't know if I would've if you did
I still love you
and I miss you
and I just needed you
to be