I woke up this morning,
Not being able to do anything,
Theres nothing i can do except ... ...
... ... die each day.
This wasnt the way i wanted to be,
Not a life i wanted see,
Bug other people had plans for me .. ..
.. and i live and die each day ..
.. .. .. .. .. I wonder to myself,
Why no help arrived ?
..... It feels like the plan was to see me die,
A long time ago .. .. ..
.. .. .. .. .. this has been a long, long, road ..
.. .. .. and i live and die each day.
Help never came,
Help never will,
Not in this place,
This place of eternal hell,
And i live and die each day .. .. ..
.. .. .. what will come of this ?
I think to myself,
With Years of struggles ahead.
.. .. .. .. .. Ill be dead and gone,
No one will mourn my dearh ..
.. .. .. .. .. I cannot rest,
Yet,
I live and die each day.
.. .. .. .. ..
One day theyll see,
And if there's a God,
An eternity of regret,
Should be to fall on them,
Wicked men,
Wicked men.
.. .. .. and i live and die each day.
Justice is coming faster than before,
And all these doors that closed on me .. ..
.. .. .. .. .. will open again,
You wait and see,
This place will remember me,
And through the haze of my yesterday's,
Ill find a better place,
A place of recovery,
A better place to .. .. simply be .. ..
.. .. and ill live and die each day.
.. .. .. .. .. there's no apathy or love left for me,
But the world will see,
The world will see.
.. .. .. ..
.. .. .. ..
I live and die each day.