i want to see my bones and i want you to feel them please, please. tell me i’m skinny, i need you; i need you asking about the weight i’m losing that i need to be losing skinny and you’ll love me you’ll love me if i’m skinny please, wait and i’ll be skinny i’m trying. i’m trying so hard.
***** covered hands blood dripping from my nose shaking please, can’t you see that i’m trying? don’t give up. not yet. please, don’t give up on me yet. i promise i’ll be thinner than her thinner than everyone please, wait. wait for me. i promise i’ll be skinny. i promise.
i’m too fat for love and i know what you think about me because i think the same! i can see the rolls i can feel the weight i promise i’ll be skinny. give me time. give me time. all i need is time. emaciated. i want my bones to show. i want to be used as a skeleton in a science class i want everyone to see it i want to show how skinny i can get i promise i’ll be skinny please, dont judge me for my extra pounds they’ll be gone soon i promise they’ll be gone soon
can’t you see i want this? i’ve never wanted anything more my hands are ***** blood, *****, sweat, tears. my stomach is empty always. can’t you smell my breath? my clothes? my hair? the scent of ***** lingers i’m ruining my insides so you can see my bones please, see me. please, can’t you see me? you won’t look because of the fat and i’m sorry for the sight you have to see i promise you’ll soon be able to rub your bones against my bones
i need my bones to show. i need them to cut skin. i need my bones to show.