how can i describe
the feeling of shame?
here, as someone
someone who feels

shame, hate
a chair far ahead

eyes locked on mine,
deep as the brine

disappointment
that’s what they feel.

you should do it again, though
its always good to feel the thrill
maybe someday
it might make you find the peace you wanted

between those pines..
these aren’t real!
but..
if you keep alive

you’ll make things worse

how can I describe
SHAME?